Not so horrible
20 September 2007; Thursday

Last night, got caught for werking underage at the pub.
Worse, Uncle G. didnt help.. he denied everything and act innocent.
Middle of the night, my cousin bailed me out from the police station.
Back to school.. eveything went terribly wrong.
The OM came looking for me in class and told me to take off my hairbands.
I was shocked.. that was damn random!
So, you could just imagine my Pink brown gold blonde hair being exposed weirdly,
because I'm in uniform!
And he actually swore to throw my hairbands away if i wanna use them to cover my coloured hair. o__o
Making my way to the office, eveybody gave me that "WTF is this man!" written all over their face.
Funny, though, the principle came, and argued with the OM.
Dumb dumb!! Hahaa. Cause i did nothing wrong, I've tied my hair up and neat,
Unlike others whom let down their tinted hair and still get away with it.
Worse is that he made me walk to the office with my bright pink hair exposed to little kids!! Lmao!
After i was given the dumb permission to tie my hair up and make it look 'normal,
they came down to a more serious conversation, the incident bout last night.
You could expect what questions they were asking me, and some lecturing.
After that, they went to investigate my tattooes.. Got me freaking paranoid!!
Than went to dig out some of my past, those cases they left untouch..
Like, forgery, injuring some guys, and using vulgarities on teacher..
But damn.. that was like so long ago, some were even 2 years ago man!
Oh *F*!! I forgot its the new principle... she suck core.
Hopefully she's not gonna dig all these out and bring back "justice".
Went back to class after a session of councelling. But it was'nt over yet.
I think i owed the OM some shit in my past life and he is back to take revenge ('_')"
He stood infront and told the whole class that i am underage,
yet werking at a night pub, bringing disgrace to the school, nonsensical job,
Calling me an ah lian, no self respect, setting a bad example and bla bla bla
like.. damn.. he dont know a shit and he is humilating me.
I didnt mean to scream back at him and get violence with the stationery objects around me..
Oh well.. don't wanna mention bout the incident in class. :/
It was one crazy day in school, I've not behaved like this before..
I didnt expect myself to loose control infront of so many people.
Home.. was no where better. Grandma actually called me a prostitude and washed her hands off me.
This hurts the most. I dont mind wat the hell is going on in my life,
I dont care how people look and think of me..
All i did.. eveything i do, was for her! But even now,
she's turning her back on me... And calling me names, harsher than outsiders do.
I just feel.. a sharp ache in my heart.. but wunt blame her..
Cause she didnt uderstand.. Oh well.. Thats just the way it is. Live with it.
Everthing will be alright.. :)

Make my way to the skatepark in the afternoon,
and made a clean boneless180 down the library 3 sets :D
Not as empty as the pass few days.
Aite.. second day of 30minute boardsliding session. Lol.
This time managed to slide *twice* a teeny bit and bail.
And the stupid Farhan was freaking annoying, screaming at me randomly.

Home sweet home with a couple of bruise,
went to dye my pink hair black.. @_@ Dammy damn damn :S

And got Potatoe to help me post these cause i cnt login to Blogger again!!1 >.<
Thanks potatoe :D

-Btw.. Mine was'nt a fake smile. Yours was.


Something new?
19 September 2007; Wednesday

So this was the encouraging skating plan between Nano and me.
If i start learning and attempting boneless 180/ ollie down 5 sets,
He will learn to bordslide down the funbox by the ramps. :)
Anyway, went to learn boardslide today. Gaaah!!!
Freaking scray >.< I suck man!! Lols..
Fell a couple of time without even sliding!


Get over it :D
18 September 2007; Tuesday

So taufiq came, returned him his chain.
The usual screamings and a tiny bit of violence with pushing.
When the hell well this whole thing be over man? lols.
Got down to skating after the hmmm.. oh well. usual arguments.
Went home early and Nano came to know bout me having to werk at the Pub.
The un-serious him, just as expected,
ask silly questions like why didnt i wanna do bar-top dance all that to earn more.
Cheekily teased him back and played along.
When i was about to leave, He told me to take care, with a really sincere look.
I dont know why.. but i feel happy.. yet weird.
Not expecting the friends around me, people like nano to care..
Even though we were un-serious most of the time.
i mean.. do you get what i mean?? Haaa ^^